Sometimes i wish there is no such things as addictions in this world... wao nowadays super slacky...i feel like eating pig organ soup if possible=D NVM! can go LAVENDER EAT TODAY!!!!!! hahhaa gonna go wif alvin gary darren & maybe audrey... its gonna be super filling uh!!PORK....

Oh ya... few updates of my life... i had a dream of me going to hell..<<<(WTH?) okae.. continue....i was crawling with my hands, legs crippled and i had the thing i feared the most... the lost of sight....i could hear myself scream. "God pls bring me back to the mortal world!! i dont want this life down here!" immediately, i was sent back to my bed awakened at 6 am...it was super scary...

ARH! some things that u ought to noe if u are reading all this. Im changed to a certain extent=D new year new resolutions new me yeh?hahhaa... im now kinda CRAZY right now(COMPARED TO PAST)...& also i cant believe my life turned so awesome since i've been with God for like 2 years.. its been 2 yrs, wad i would hav been doin will not be the same if i hadnt met God. I wanna thank God that he loved me so much that he sent people to impact my life, be with me to change me and also to see the change of me in years to come. 

God, u are Great & im not. it is all ur glory that im here and under ur power that im saved... God teach me how to understand u more, learn ur ways, live ur will and keep my promises to people. Oh God, i thank u for sending frens to get me save, i thank u even for bringing me to this world, thank u for the Holy spirit that u implanted in me to communicate with u! May all the praise goes to u Father. Lord, i pray for my frens' salvation and also pray that the upcoming frens that are goin to be in my life will not make fun of the relationship between me & U. Also i pray for frens' open hearts to let the works of u penetrate through their broken hearts to heal them and let them noe that u are the prince of peace in their life. Oh Father i also pray that let not my will but Yours to be done in heaven as it is in earth. Lord i also pray for darren to let him have a great complexion to be able not let him feel so frustrated and focus on his studies for his major exams this year. Lord i pray that people that i meet or step into their lives, as the draw their life closer & closer to u, they will grow from glory to glory. Father i wanna lift up our cell grp into ur hands Lord, i pray that we will reach out to people that needs u Lord, & also more MAN will rise up in our zones Lord. Man shall be the one that leads so God i wanna be a man that leads. God i pray for the forgiveness of sins and help me to be of great health when i work. I also wanna pray for my 0'level results to be the best that it can be. Father i pray for Beeleng's man in her life to come to her this year. So Lord, i pray all this in Jesus name, Amen.

I've been wondering when will my nxt half be coming to meet me? izzit halfway through my life? When u meet me halfway, meet me halfway. LOL RANDOMNESS! really lah. i hope that she will appear faster so i that i can be able to show the person how lovely i can be, how mushy the person wan me to be, ARGH...all these thoughts makes me wanna pour my love towards anyone BUT. I must have self control on this stuffs. Sometimes if ppl are lucky, they get a speck of that love i wanna show to my future wifey. LOL thats only lucky.. ARGH i think i call it a day today k? tml need to go OPEN HOUSE!=D 

Love,

KennTheXtremist