H0w i wished i could be the S0n of G0d..
i mean like i am Jesus.
LOL no lar....
i could nvr be... becoz i may be s00 tempted by worldly desires
but n0w im trying t0 be..??
S0unds c0ntradicting!
but ya in the end...G0d sees us n0t human..
S0 d0nt judge people unless u are perfect k?

sometimes i wished that i would nvr loved someone specifically.
then i will n0t get hurt in the pr0cess 0f it!!
i would like t0 shut 0ff the l0ving pe0ple side of me, treating every0ne
e same...

But dearest pe0ple that hav feelings f0r me, im s0rry if this p0st hurts u....
plz d0nt be sad becoz....t00 much 0f hurts causes me t0 think this way..=)
i maybe its n0t the 0ne for u.....s0 m0ve 0n with ur life alrdy k?=)
u all will always be my beloved frens(= & put trust on me dat u will n0t be ign0re, unrecognized,abandoned or m0re negative things dat u may think of.

tonight, if i will to rmb, i will delicate a lyrics to someone.=)

Dear G0d,
the 0nly thing i ask of u, is to open up my steel d00r dat lingers inside of my heart in order t0 serve u more, understand m0re 0f u, receive vision, dreams & an0inting dat u brought up0n t0 me....i pray f0r m0re w0rds t0 c0me up0n me to act as a c0mf0rt in my daily life so as n0t t0 em0 f0r my entire earthly life.i pray f0r m0re evangelistic visi0ns t0 c0me t0 help me t0 reach 0ut t0 the n0n-christian frens..
i pray that ur l0ve will c0me str0ngly t0 impact & fill the hearts 0f them during the christmas 'My Hope' event. Thank u G0d f0r everything. Amen.